Ever since I could remember, I always felt like the odd one out in my family. I never felt like my family understood me. It seemed I did everything opposite my mom or sister did. I never really saw my dad cause he was either working or out, so it was just me, my mom, and sister. I am not even lieing when I say this, but I think my mom loves my sister more than me. She even told me, one day, that she drifts more towards my sister. For some reason, the world worked for my sister. She has great friends, amazing boyfriend, goes to an amazing university, gets good grades and even has the good looks to go with it. Skinny and pretty and popular. Well for me, opposite. It is hard for me to make friends, i am the ugly one, not good in school. It always seems,that my sister is always right and i am always wrong. I am 19 and she is now 20 and nothing has changed. She has a great life, and i have a not so great life. My mom and sister bond very well and i just always feel like my family is always getting mad at me. they always say that i always start fights, i always make a mess, and how i never shut up. Its like, can i ever do anything right? Its been 19 years now and i still don’t have the respect i deserve. I just need anyone’s opinion on how i could make them realize that i am a human and i need love and respect and that when you give me a chnace, i could be a pretty good catch. How do i make them understand me and love me and accept me?
